I had to make a really hard decision to end my relationship. Today, I’m focusing on healing. I’ve caused and experienced too much pain, but today I can exhale, through the pain now, and feel relief. I no longer have to dread the arguments, the accusations, or the harsh words. I don’t have to be angry anymore. I can truly truly start to forgive him and myself now.
I’ve learned a valuable thing about myself through these months. I know my limits. I know what I want and what I can’t tolerate. And I know what happens to me if I try and stretch them.
I’m moving forward. And I’m going to try and do so with gratitude.
I just want to give up and start over.